darn inlaws

my inlaws are staying with us for almost two years now. i considered the idea of letting them stay with us just to please my husband though im aware of the conflicts it will cause us. but i did take the risk and here comes my most tormenting days.....

her sister and daughter stayed here longer than their mother and his brother. her sister paid for the water and shares some for the viand but other expenses will then be charged to my husbands salary. good thing is, we don't have a loan because if we did we'll be starving to death by now. what bothers me is their attitude. yes she paid some bills but it's not enough. aside from using the electricity which is very high now, she uses my stuff like theirs.

the worst part is, her daughter who is now in college, is not at all helping. i tried my best not to complain to my husband so he will not be bothered but i decided to let him know the burden i'm carrying. i want him to talk to her sister and tell them where they should stand. i mean, if they can't stand with my rules then off you go. i don't have time to negotiate and meet halfway. im so damn tired with what they do and how they treated me and my home.

there comes a point that i felt that i'm the stranger in my own house because i felt that im the oine suppose to adjust with their ways and not them to adjust to mine. i once told my husband that your family is not born with the silver spoon so they are suppose to adjust with the simple life with we have. i don't want to complicate things. yes we have our savings to buy stuffs for our "luho" but i don't wan't to use that because it was intended for the rainy days. we may enjoy what we have now and be contented and just hope for the best to come.

hopefully they'll all be out of my house by november. by hook or by crook i'll do it. if i have to throw their things out i'll do it. it's so unmfair for me to be stressed because of them. im very grateful for the happy family i have but i'm too unlucky to have them as my inlaws.