as days pass by

i have been giving my sister in law a cold treatment and she finally asked me about it. it's still related to my last post which airs my sentiments to my husband's family. i am not used to be asked why because i can't definitely hide my emotions when provoked. i can't pretend that i'm okay when i'm not. in fact, if asked why i'm giving her that treatment, she will never like what i am about to say and even hate me for that. but that's how and what life is. you cannot please everyone and you can't make everyone like you too. i just feel down whenever i think of these things because inside me shines a little hope that someday soon they will realize the wrong they have done. but in as much as i wanted to make myself believe that it's still possible for them to change, i feel like the more that i will explode... why are they like that? my husband is also having a hard time though he doesn't show it. a family will always be a family no matter what, but i hope this mantra work in their case as well.